Right now I think I'm waiting to wake up and realized that this isn't real. I'm alternating between being depressed, uncontrollable crying and anger.
I'm actually going to work in a bit today. Even though I don't want to I know I need to. I've missed so much work these last 2 weeks. I originally wanted the whole week off. My gm said that if that's what I really wanted he would but he doesn't think it would be healthy for me mentally. That I need to try to return to day to day activities. We aren't having the service until Saturday so I originally told me today Wed and Thur I could work. Then I went back and texted him that I could work tomorrow.
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