Welcome to the angst club, Jen. I loved them in DD S2, they're my OTP on this Marvel-Netflix shows and I am hyper aware that they are not meant to be but THEY LOVED EACH OTHER. In the past and even in the present. They are such a beautiful and tragic love story.
Spoiler:
Episode 6 killed me when they showed a flashback of the two. I WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT so I got teary-eyed. I hate what happened to Elektra and this isn't her anymore and yet Matt is still fighting for her to remember. It wrecked my heart.
Also, I might have squealed everytime Stick refers to Elektra as Matt's gf or ex-gf and Matt doesn't flinch.
I'll comment more later but I'm down to the last 2 episodes and I'm not ready.
THIS SCENE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And you can tell that Matt is smiling too!