It still hasn't registered that Chris is really gone. I keep wishing that it is a horrible dream but it's a reality and eventually I have to face it.
Soundgarden got me through some hard times in my life and honestly without their music I don't know if I'd be alive to type this right now.
I had a ticket to what would have been their final show but I didn't feel well and gave it to a friend to go instead (I live in Michigan) According to reports he was acting off and would stop singing and let the fans sing the lyrics (which they did gladly) and at times he looked like he wanted to be anywhere but at the show.
There is an interesting report here:
http://www.freep.com/story/entertain...den/330051001/