Cristofle

I think she loves him, at least in her version of love. I believe she misses him to a point (I use qualifiers because as it stands now, Juliette is not loving him in the way that anyone would really WANT to be loved, or in a way that would make anyone feel loved. And I think she's so lost in her head that she can't really SEE him enough to actually MISS him, but she misses what he provides for her). But that doesn't mean she grasps what happened, or why. She should not be uttering the phrase "I put my career first" because again, that is not remotely the point. That is not what happened that was so heinous.