yeah, well I know about the medicine thing, because of the level of medicines I'm on and the amount of them. I can't naturally have a child. It is heartbreaking for me as I always thought I'd be a mother. But I'm bipolar and on some serious drugs and if I got pregnant while on them it would cause a ton of birth defects but without them I'd have to be put in the hospital for all 9 months and be suicidal likely.
-Pammie