| ica that he wanted justin near and using the scarf as a tool to feel that connection was really the only viable option he had... i mean obviously he could have went to see justin face to face and talked with him, but that wasnt ever going to happen... so that was the next best thing, but idk... tbh i find the whole thing kind of disturbing, but beautiful... lol, does that make sense? its like there is this hurricane of emtion going on within brian and really the only thing he has left to hang onto from that night is this scarf... there is nothing brian can say or do to fix what is broken... so he tortures himself day after day and even after justin is home... he just wears that night on him wherever he goes... but he wants to forget, so why do it in the first place?... sigh, regardless of the scarfs actual meaning im fond of the sl |